uh okey. THAT WAS VERY SHOCKING TO EVERYBODY
you see? RED, LINED, BOLD !


well well well. the story is that :
after recess today, it's BM period. but our teacher was absent [i dunno y.] coincidencely, our SC teacher sat-in [urh. sukati ngentam. sit - in] our class for 1 period, 40 mins to be exact. [err, sik lah exact. just mok mdh 1 period bpa lamak. HAHA]
then. abis. the next period was sat-in by our SEJ teacher. [i dunno whether this is an another coincidence or what] . she gave us some exercise. then before that i was seating with the boys,

like this :
*[] = desk

[farah] [maizurah]
[jai] [fiqz]
[fathu ] [ farish]
[kamek] [izzul]

susunan meja mekorg. cdak ddk sblah penjan

act, sblah izul is empty. so i just sat there, doing my sej exercise with the boys, (fathu|farish|izul)
gahh. cun time ya kmk gk discuss psl carta kelas bh. izul tek ketua ajk keceriaan. so gk pilih2 ahli la tek. alang2, dudok jak lah. err, agak weird. tp xpa. sbb sblah ya ada kwn ompuan :)

then then then. our class teacher, knocked the door and called for fatin. i didn't pay much attention to that cuz i was thinking that maybe it's for the class matters (cuz fatin ya BEKAS pen. k. ting. tapi kerjasama bh :DD)
BUT BUT BUT









instead i heard that " Kamek dapat Kolej " by fatin. i was like




OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

UHH!!! fatin was more shocked than me cuz she didn't expect to get the tawaran .
nya nunggu sms kedak kmk juak . nindak sik kesah glak -__-

but but but. if xpat sms, she stil have to go to kolej. gud schl tek nak. her parents said so
n then she was like, " AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE camney tokk kmk xmok pegi !! aiee. cmneyyy tokkkkkk "
her face was so so so so kesedihan. OBVIOUSLY, i tell yu. it was so obvious she doesnt want to goooooooooo

and so. uh. dhya tek. kan kmk tgh ddk ngan the boys. ya tek. (ngulang 'tek'. apakah)
den den den. awal fatin stil rah meja nya. the other kids there (around her desk) suma mok ngga surat dr kolej ya tek . few minits after dat she went to us and said
" camneyyyyyyyyyyyyy tokkkkkk " (plus muka ng SIK MAOK eh)

then i said " xpa lah tin. pegi jak cya. xpa. gud schl bh. xguna ktk tolak. ada zzah nak? xpa "
*zzah is our bff that has gone to kolej to last tuesday

then farish and fathu said " xpa tin . kmk duak ada bh. lak kamek duak jaga chepah. " ( SEMPAT NYA DUAK TOK. MOLAH LAWAK. NANGGA MUKA MEK DH KDAK MOK NANGIS NINDAK . THEY TRIED TO CHEER ME UP)
hu. hu. hu.
T______T
bait eh cdak nyaaa. fatin senyum jak (fake smile lah ) and kmk senyum fake juak.
then she went back to her desk. i didnt do anything . I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
eotteokhajyeooooo ?? (minjam song title 'Eeotteokhajyeo' by 2AM. lomm ku tok -__-)

i just sat with the boys, while the boys were trying to make jokes, and stuffs,
and i wanted to cry, and guess what. I DID. oh my god. infront of the boys okeh
mek sa time ya fatin ngagak kmk org agik koh. i think she's seen me crying and SHE DID TOO
n then . i wiped them. salu mek pat kontrol bh. last day of school gk i cant cry at all.
time zzah pegi gk kmk stil cant cry.
but today I JUST DID.

oh my god. aieh. repeat agik. YA ALLAH . YARABIE. YARASUL .
the boys also said " bo nangis aie.lak mek org nangis wak lak " (sambil molah muka gk nangis . umm, exaggerated la. nak molah lawak tek nak.)
gahh. i shud say thanks to them , no? :)

then then. yu no wat ?

the DAY she got the letter which is TODAY is the LAST DAY of her DAY here with us. no more DAYs with her to spend . IT'S TODAY. YES. TODAY, THE LAST DAY.

dhya tek, after abis sej, mek duak fatin alu pegi nyarik cekgu kelas , mtk opinion n call bpk fatin.
kaka kaka kaka tek nak.
balit kelas gk. ICTL. salin nota. sambil2 ya tek, fatin molah lawak2 (LAST DAY TEK NAK) tapi dh lmk2 nya mdh " ktkorg xsedar ka tok FAKE ? "
err. lam ati mek " awok tin. i do realize. but i . . . "

yajak lah. xda mood gk nak cta pa. bye salam