Thursday, September 25, 2008 '
fs sucks . !!! SAKATI KU !
Oh . I don't mean to say that fs sucks . Just that, my classmates, easily condemn me , as if i can't read all their comments, as if i don't have any feelings towards it . Oh God, Allah Almighty, please please please give me the strength to endure the pain i'm facing . It's the 'pissed-offness' I call . Well, I don't know y the heck they have to be mean to me, whereas I don't condemn them, well except when they call me names, I fight back la . Bodo pa xbalas . Sumtimes, I can be patient but not all the time . I do have my limits, LIKE U GUYS DON'T. Co udah gk bah . 'Tarapappa' shudn't be a joke, altho I can accept that joke, but mixing tat 'tarapappa' phrase into a sentence condemning me is too far . melammpoooo . Ku manas tok . Maybe biasa period cpt manas but I don't usually get mad easily but they piss me off today n I DON'T CARE, I let out my anger.
Nganok ku bukan main, ku ngagak kwu alu lari . Gus ko iboh nganok ku indefesplace .
OY, SA GUS SA NGANOK ORG !? CO PKE PA RASA ORG NAK DIANOK KWU YA !
KU MADAH KO ENSEM, BUKAN KO NAK BAIT NGAN AKU DIPOLAH JAIK GK ADA !
DA 2 BULAN GK, CO BEBAIT JAK CYA! AT LEAST YOU HAVE SOME GOOD MEMORIES TO BE KEPT WHEN WE'RE IN MID SCHOOL !
N I posted a bulletin on fs, 'DEDICATED' esp to 'him' . I wanted to curse there but hey, even if u'r not fasting, HAVE SOME RESPECT ON THE FASTING MONTH la weyy. U'R TWELVE,12, 10+2, YA XPAT PKE ?
plus, u learn sivic, don't u? hmm, i am veryveryvery pissed off, like i don't noe.
Usually i'm mad, mad just like tat, i dunno maybe it's bcuz i'm growing?
y'noe, hormones changes ?
chehsssssss sa tauk jak
okayh, cao !
Pissed off Creature .
AKU MANAS GLA GLAK TOK . THE THING TAHT HAS MADE ME MAD THE MOST EVER .
Tuesday, September 23, 2008 '
moning flu . hachum ! ;]
Hye. We meet again .
Erh ! My lips are keringggg. x_x How to say keringgg in English I also dunno .
Yays, i found this suitable font . Therefore, I'll use it for my coming posts to0.
Hmm, let see. Today we only learnt agama, which was done by a new, young, 19 year old teacher.
She replaced our Ustazah starting from today on.
When our old not meaning to say she's old ustazah told us that she'll not be going to teach us any longer
n we're like, "Huh? Gotta be kidding !" Not our luck, she's no-no kidding.
She is teaching the pre-schoolers now but still in the same school.
Hmm, in agama we learnt the solat jenazah.
Scary? Pekehe nye ?
Ayoo, do I still r'ber the niat ? Erk.. erh.. umm.. aa.. Maybe I still.
Baru blaja pagi ini maa, mana boleh lupa pulak ? ?
By the time I am typing now, it's 37 mins until iftar.
I don't plan to publish this post as soon as I finish typing these, cuz I might wanna type other things later .
It's 9.45 pm now . N i plan to sleep late, (hehe i do that evry night pon ^^ )
Wuhu, i usually sleep around 11 sth . Became my habit sudeyhh.
Even it was almost until the EXAMTHATFEARMETHEMOSTINTHISYEAR, i still didn't change my habit, tho.
I wake up at 5.30, go to school by 6 sth. Sleep at 11,wake up at 5, DO THE MATH. Hmm,
that's erh one tu tri for faiv six seben et nain ten eyh eyh jap lebih da erm pa jam sudah ?
12,1,2,3,4,5 =6 HOURS. Okay le tu. A motivator told taht for sutdents like me, i mean mid-highschoolers 6 hours shud be enough. Although 8-hours of sleep is the most appropriate amount of time to rest our mind n body, I don't care . Ngehngehngeh. Padan la selsema. Ar, dear bloggie, I haven't tell u, that actually, for to have flu ebry moning, i repeat ebry moning, is common. Dunno when or y it started to occur. First it happen i thought it's a typical flu. Then the next moning it happen n the moning after yesterday's moning n the list go on the it happened again. Those evildamnmaniacs virus spread their wings actually I suddenly r'bered this song tat has this phrase in it ,like "i spread my wings n fly away..i believe i can fly..i believe i can touch the sky..n the lyrics goes on" n attack my immune system . Thank Allah Almighty, my immune system is not that bad that it can sustain those eviljaatmaniacs . Luckily the virus didn't spread further to form fever .
Erh, wat more can i say hmm hmm uh uh umm i think i'm lost-of-words now .
Catchwitulater,
Dear bloggie . :]
Sunday, September 21, 2008 '
saya ditagged oleh Nad . :]
Tagged by Nad the JoBros Freak .[don't feel offended, yea Nad .;)]
RULES :
1. Put your music player on shuffle mode.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song tittle for the answer even if they don't make sense.
4. Give your comments, even if they don't relate.
5. Tag 5 humans.
Apparently, i don't have 5 people to be tagged. But it's okay, i'll just tag the ones that are available .
First and foremost, i don't have a music player. But will ask for it if i succeed my exam with flying colours .
# How are you feeling today?
J & Howl - Perhaps Love/Sarang In Gayo (Princess Hours aka Goong OST)
Oh i L-O-V-E this song. Watch goong, and u'll understand what I'm saying, dawg.
# Will you get far in life ?
This Is Me - Demi Lovato
Erh, I hope being myself will get me far in life .
# What is your best friends theme ?
Day by Day - Big Bang
I don't know the meaning of this lyrics, except that if there's such word like 'sarang'
which means 'love' in it then I do la . :]
# What is your high school like ?
When I Grow Up - PCD
I think the tittle matches well . I mean, when i grow up(3-4 years coming )
then I know my high school like .
# How can you get you ahead in life ?
So Hot - Wondergirls
Being hot maybe can get you ahead in life . ;]
# What's the best thing about your friends ?
I'm Yours - Jason Myraz
I'm them, they're mine . :D
# Describe your parents .
Replay - Shinee
My life replays everyday . :D
# How's your life doing ?
Full of happiness - Super Junior
Haha! One more tittle that matches! Maybe, in happiness. :D
# First song played on my bday .
Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
I like it . When LL performed at MAA last month, aww she rocks dawg!
# Will you have a happy life ?
One More Time - Jewelry
Uhh . One more time a happy life, please ?
# What do your friends think of you ?
Marry You - Super Junior
Erk . Erk . They wanna marry me ? LOLX
hey Nad, we LOLX at the same question ! gahh, we do have lots in common, don't we ?:D
# How canyou make yourself happy ?
Sebelum Cahaya - Letto
Let the light shine on me ? LOLX
da mcm lirik This Is Me daaa ;]
Ayoo. No more songs daa . Taper, I'd just take Zzah's playlist la ! hihi :D
# What should you do with your life ?
One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks
Maybe I should do one step at a time in my life . LOLX
# Will you ever have a child ?
Unfaithful - Rihanna
Erh, maybe I won't IF my future husband be unfaithful during our early marriage .
NOTE : Too early for me to think of . Just consider as a thought okayh .
# What song have you done like a freak to ?
Stickwitu - PCD
Certainly not this song .
Saturday, September 20, 2008 '
Okeyh. Second post for today's.
Geez. Around 9.20 sth, I got a stomachache! Mekanisme ape ntah telah menyerang perutku!
I didn't eat a lot during iftar.
I rubbed some balm around my stomach
n the pain lessened.
Thank God, fuhh~
Erh, today, the sesi mengemas-ngemas rumah utk hari raya didn't go well as I'd expected.
Ayoo. Gotta continue tomorrow. Saya sunggoh malasss x_x
Saya maw habiskan baca buku Yong Tau Foo tp malangnya masa tidak
digunakan utk tujuan itu.
Ayoo i wanna finish it asap cuz i wanna noe the ending
U guys might be thinking, y don't I just read the ending part . .
Sue me, that's just not my way of readin' , yo.
Then if I do so, there's not fun reading but u have already knew the ending,
I did once and i regretted so I don't wanna do it again.
Oh yea guys, i wanna tell u that :
MieRa aMiRah Xx don't use nor like the language 'w'!
[ like, 'amewk','iytawk','puwn' sa manjak sa!
euww like didn't those people go to school n learn ABC123 ?
So, those reading this, communicating w8 me, don't use the 'w' words.
Mun stakat 'x' kdk 'gx sa' or 'z' like 'lekzz' i can still trimak. ]
*[. . .]*= merepaking. I'm just speaking out wat i wanna say n no offence to u people who use tat language just my thoughts
okey2..2255 hrs sudeyhh..tutop dolu.. bubyee . .
Ur Dearest Tuan Kpd Tuan Blog,
M A X x
(de sesape yg wonder pe M A X x 2? hihi ^^)
Labels: don't likies, Hari Raya, novels
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B-A-C-K
Hye. I am sorry that i neglected u for almost a week, dear bloggie.
Actually kan, I kinda malas to update.
But since Nad, a cyber friend of reminded me to update, i became sort of 'insaf'. cheh
Erh okay. What to update ini.
Okay bout today la.
My family & I are doing some preparations for the coming Eid.
My 'contract' is to cuci2 the curtains. Mum said to not bother bout the clothes 1st, as the curtains are more important. N need to be done asap.
I was like okay-okay.
While washing the curtains, I aslo get to online. Hehe.
Luckily mum didn't get mad. Lucky day for me, i guess. :]
Hmm, wat more. Ahah, i am so so so hairan, y aren't I *tuut* tat I don't have to fast?
I also didn't record the days I *tuut.*. Girls, y'noe, tat *tuut* is.
But still whether i am or not fasting I still gotta wakeup n sahur together wit my family.
Mun x, gney lah x ku nak masak ada lak cdak ncium bau masakan ku yg serba biasa (eleh goreng2 ya jak bah bkn pa pon). kang tebukak posa kang nayeee.
Hmm, i think don't have to type the letter 'i' in capital form la. Malass.
Okayh, next. My cat. Named Miming, or Besar. He's suffering from hair-drop.
Kesian ngga nya. We'r celebrating Aidilfitri, with new clothes, while him dropping furs.
Ayoo. Dunno watta do.
PRECAUTIONS FOR CAT OWNERS :
1. Do NOT give ur cats fried-food. E.g. : fried fish (altho that seems yummy)
2. Do NOT feed ur cats with salty fish.
3. Do NOT feed them with hot fish. E.g. : curry fish
Erh i dunno wat else u DON'T feed ur cats with. Go surf, then y'all!
Got any cures, inform me yea. i mean for my cat. Poor him.
Geez maybe my mum cud sew a pair of Baju Melayu for him. LOLX
Labels: back, cats, Hari Raya
Sunday, September 14, 2008 '
selepas exam.
Helo again. Bertemu kita pada hari ini dengan tajuk dan post yang baru.
geez.me= got= selsema ! ayoo. td kan kan kan, patut la panas semacam jek hidonng.
jd kurang m0od la pulak. cyan kwn2 ku. tgk kertas atas lantai, amik je penyapu dan sapu. a friend noticed and asked, "y r u chepah?" i said "tarapappa." TRUE? ade pape ke? kot. kot. kot.
main UNO pon dah tak syokk. tp still menang. =) tp kemenangan itu tidak membawa sebarang perubahan pon kat idongku yg panas itu. =( den i look like i don't have mood. ai, diriku tidak pandai menyembunyikan.
today, we didn't have any learning session. tomorrow maybe. know what? the teachers told us our marks. n my marks disappoint me much. the real exam woo.
not to deny, i'm quite jealous of Fatyien's mark which is higher. but wat to do kan, dah naseb. taper.taper.taper. kalo A, A gak kann. (motivating maself)
n we also had photo session. best. bley wat free style. wee~~
n the pakcik gambar also gave us the chances(kitorg je) to take more pics. =))
n we did free style pics. i kept on peace-ing. no other styles. that's my fav pose maa.
when my girls and i took the pic (us only) the boys (penyangak the pakcik gambar calls) interrupted! then Ct got mad and started to make manjak voice asking them to shuh-shuh and away. i laughed.=))) my friends r so funny.
but, to pay for the extra pics that we took, we gotta re-arrange and bring the chairs (used 4 de photo session)up to the library. dahla library tingkat atas skali.
in the end, i asked Fiq to bring it upstairs. =) hehe. pemalas, berat tak turon2.tu la pasal.:D
then the other one chair i asked my so called- abang angkat, TJ to bring up it. (tengok, sy pemalass kan.:D) den the works finished.
tak habes g, ade lak cekgu tu soh prefects g bwh jage klas. dahle kitorg pose, nak lagi turun-naek stairs. rase nak pecah ade gak. ohoh.luckily i haven't. =)
den me, Fatyien n Ct went down but didn't go to the classes, but instead we went to the staffroom to send our science teacher's lappie. sengaje melengah-lengahkan supaye klas dah ade prefects which means we don't have to take care! bijak kan? tu plan Ct.
but, naseb tidak menyebelahi. ade 2 klas yg takde prefect. naktaknak, kena jaga.
den we didn't really take care of the class. we just sat on the chairs n let the pupils made noise. lantak.lepak ah.kan sume cekgu tgh begbr so we don't have to take care thoroughly.:D
so, the teacher that teaches the class came n thanked us.
we went back to our class again. n played UNO.
we were so-sweating that ayoo panas nye. dugaan kot. so kene redha je la kan.
cheh alimness la plak
later, we became cooled and our body temperature became normal again. fuhh~~.
oh perutku memulas laa. tahan, tahan,tahan yek miera.
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future.
Second post for today.
Aku ngantuk. Ngantukkk~
Okey. Da letak shoutbox. Thanx Alya! Sebenanye, nak letak tp taktaw kat mane.
Nak wat sume nih :
1. Bwat layout blog sendiri.
boring la tgk template ni.
2. Master gune komp.
main fs,je taw.hihih :D
3. Tengok k-drama.lame da tak hook-up ngan drama2 ni.
tgh bygkan plakon2 korea yg hensemmm tuu~~
4. Tdo! ngantuk~~
oh tilam dan bantal ku yg empukkk~~
5. Pandai gune photoshop.(satu bende pun taktaw)
bley cantekkan gbr ye dak
6. G korea. wa~~
oh sebab salu tgk drama, tehengen nak tgk cane upe kat sane.
7. Blaja bhse korea.mandarin.jepon. waaaaa~~
bley fhm pe org kat channel 303 tu ckp. kalo programs yg takdek subs.
mandarin, ley ckp ngan org cine. makcik ku sebagai permulaam.
tapikkan,mak tanak anta g klas bahse. :(
taper, tgk dorama n drama jek jd la.:)
moments yg pastinya aku suka
joo ji hoon encemmmmm
8. Tengok Goong aka Princess Hours yg ter-sangat-sangat-sangat kiut citer nye kat 8tv,
1600 hrs. tgk taw.
9. Makan.
eh, takley, takley. nanti ade mase nye. bawak2 besabo. :D
10. Tengok cte Sky of Love.
God, kawaiii hero muvee nye!
Tak taw nak nak wat pe g.
Ai, bru pukul 1115. nak tdo, ahh. tgk tv, mak ai boring kebeno cte nye.
tag! ape itu tag ? (-.-)?
kiut x? melting~
Labels: wishes
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Back to school tomorrow.
. : Asslamelekom : .
Ayoo. Esok g skolah balek. Actually, miera nie serba salah nak gune bahasa pe.
since Kak Ain's fans r mostly from the peninsula, means that i gotta write in their language la kan. Kat S'wak most kitorg gune 'kamek-kitak' (sy-awak) in watsoever condition. Tapi kalo (wheras the students)dak pompuan ckp dgn dak laki, diorg tak gune tu. They use 'aku-kau'. Girls with girls they use 'kmk-ktk'(dah dishortform kan.). Tp ade gak yg gune 'aku-kaw."'
Taper , kalo miera rase2 nak blog dlm bhse S'wak, i'll just translate it into english. Senang citer. Habis citer.Kan kan kan?
it's 1009 hrs now. I woke up at 4.30 sth like that, for sahur. Quite early, huh?
Common thing here. Suddenly at 8 ++ a.m. i had stomachache. Dunno y. Rase pelik. Lapar kot. ^-^
As for me, i don't eat as much during sahur as i would when iftar. Ngantuk kot bab tu tak mkn sgt. Kini, terimalah padahnya wahai miera !
Sob3. Cian. Tapi sakit perut itu telah mula beransur-ansur pulih. Nak makan takleh,online je la. I discovered that blogging is more fun than fs-ing. Cuz maybe we can let out anything we want here. Fs also got blog but, i dunno how to use. So, pakai je la blogger kan.
I went to MPH the Spring, last Friday. Actually, after the exam ended, i told my mum, "Let's go to MPH mum! Jom la jom la.." And my mum was like, "Mum got things to do. Busy.Ajaklah abah." In my mind i was like,'Ish, tak bes. " Bcuz i buy books (PTSONE mostly) with my mom salu nye. So, that Friday we went there.
But before going there, these were wat i did that day.
Online. Dari kul 7 pg sampai dgr bunyi keta abahku dtg. 11 sth,maybe. dahla mase tu miera tak mandi lg, (rase segar lagi la, n was preoccupied w8 the lappie.). Terus ttp lappie then buat2 tdo. pande x ? dahya nak, tdo sampey kol 1.30.
I was thinking to "tidur2 ayam" tp letak je kepala atas bantal yg empuk lg menyelesakan itu, trus hanyut dibuai mimpi~
Then, my mum came. I didn't realize she was waking me up. I kept on sleeping. Then at one time,i heard my dad saying "ai tak nak bgn plak dier".
After that my mum came in saying, " Tak nak g MPH ke? "
Then i was like, "What? MPH ? Oh okay." Then i got up n got ready.
Dan kereta abahku meluncur pergi.
Di MPH.
I quickly went to the teen novels section. I was looking for Cathy Cassidy's Gingersnaps, (after i read some of it at her website, i wanted to buy it ASAP! days before la.) And a few of Jean Ure's, (i have no idea how to pronounce 'Ure' so Fatyien (my bestfren) said that to pronounce it was like this(sukati je.). : u-rae. Sounds funny . I don't have any single of Jean Urae's novels, i knew her book from Fatyien. She kinda introduce the book . Tp mule2 dulu, i introduced Cathy Cassidy's Scarlett. Then we're kinda hooked up with Cathy's books n started to buy all of 'em.
Feeling frustrated, i went to the malay teen novels section. Dalam hati berharap-harap Aku Mahu Bergaya & Impiana III ade. Tapi pe kan daye, lmbt lagi buku2 tu nak kluar.
And i looked around the books. Tengok punya tengok, tesangkot kat Faisal Dzasrik's Yong Tau Foo. Dari dulu lg dah nak bace, tp tak terambik pon. When my other bestfren, Ct introduced "Ini Suatu Cerita", i felt that i shud buy. So i did.
N i also took Tak Bisa Memilihmu, by Ain Maisarah. I aslo wanted to buy this book t0o, but when Fatyien said that the book was boring, (maybe bcuz buku ni tader 'Aku Mahu' depan nye, ) i didn't buy. But when thinking that other books didn't caught my attention, i just took it. So, 2 books bought.
Rase2 nak wat lebih post lah ari ni.:)
Labels: buku
Saturday, September 13, 2008 '
aku kembali dgn kemerdekaan dicapai!
Hye blog ku yg serba tak cantek ini. taper2, nanti when i get my hands good, siap kaw.
oh yeah. Kemerdekaan sudah dicapai! Bertarikh 12 September 2008 yg lalu.
Dengan itu, bebas lah aku untuk berbuat apa saja!
asal lak ku skema nih eh tah layan ja..
Ketika itu...
9th September 2008
aiseyman. Datang skolah bukan men , tp ble da masok bilik exam, masyaAllah! Rasa nervous dan takut mula menyelubungi diri. Sejukkkkk tapak tangan kuhh.
Only God Almighty knows & some of my dearest friends know how i felt. Oh ya, my bestfren Fatyien did cry on her way up to the xam r0om. She was so afraid that she cried.
Before entering the 'battle ground', we were asked to assemble at the school hall, (it's not actually a school hall-like, but i dunno, ask the contractor la.) and the headmaster gave us talks bout (erh, 4got already.ceramah yg begitu baek sehingga tidak muat dalam memory ku.) Some of the teachers also gave us infos bout the papers. We shook hands with our teachers n some other pupils' parents on the way up. Ahh, so many hands i couldn't barely r'ber who's hands i had shook. Haha. FYI, i tend to forgot things but i can r'ber sth for a long time.
The first paper BM1..(0810 hrs-0900 hrs)
Okay. At first, tak la ssh. But at one question, in my head i was like, 'aie nak ney btol tok? konpius ku. I tang betol, II sama juak bah. helppp~~' {gee, which one's da correct one?i'm confused now. I seems correct, same with II t0o. help~} In the end, i just blacken the options that i think was correct. Harap2 btol.
After first paper...(0900 hrs- 0940hrs)
My friends and I rushed to each other to find out each other's answers. Fatyien was at the next class, so i gotta go out and wait for her. At last, we knew each other's answers n we were like, 'aieee ktk kah A kah? adohh knk la kmk xbaca mena2 ..nak dah salah dah..' {What? U put A? Gosh y didn't i read the question thoroughly..look, it's wrong already..} sob3. let bygones be bygones bah. Siap metaphor gk ya. Te-hee.^^
And then the GB (guru besar, {headmaster}), asked us to put the question paper at the back on the chairs. And so we did. And so did the teachers checked them. And maybe on Monday we'll get to know the results. Later, we lined up and went back to the xam room to sit for the next paper, BM2.
Second paper, BM2 (0940 hrs - 1055 hrs)
The topics for the essay that the teachers predicted n told us didn't happen to appear on the sheet. But, other GOOD thing happened. It was a tell-the-pros kind of topic. Ahh. What a relief. That topic is MY topic, yo. I find it's the most 'best' kind of essay to compose! And it's not that hard, i tell u. Incase u don't know what tell-the-pros topic is, it's a topic that asks u to state the advantages or watsoever other words that describes goodness of sth. E.g. : 'Compose an essay about the advantages of reading.'
Sth like that lar. Nothing much bout this paper.
Next,
Third paper, Mathematics Paper 1 (1140 hrs- 1220 hrs)
Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah Almighty the questions (subjective ones) wasn't confusing .
Not so susah. takleh ckp besar, nanti Tuhan marah result tak serup cakap
Do u know what line of symmetry is? There are 2 lines of symmetry of a rectangle.
And some pupils put wrongly cuz maybe they didn't listen to the Maths Teacher when she was talking bout that. What to do, it's all past oledy.
Okay, don't want to talk bout the papers anymore.
Till then,
see in the next post.
:)
i don't care about my mispellings. :)
Monday, September 1, 2008 '
N-E-R-V-O-U-S-
Ayoo. I'm quite nervous. When i ask people, they'll say,
"Nothing to be worried la..it's easy. I'm sure u'll succeed.bla bla bla"
I dunno. People expect me to score straight. What should I do?
'Omo omo omo ortokeh,,'
(as Korean would say)
It's just around the corner. I so dunno what i should do other than do some practises.
Hmmph.. God please send me a fairy... like that's real
HELP ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seniors said that I should be okay. I'll score. I'll score. Amiiiiiiiin~
It may be a small thing compared to other major exams, but WHAT DO I CARE
My life tek nak. So, i will make this blog page as a page to express what i feel lah. I feel kinda awkward, because i'm thinking that what i type here won't be read by others. But that shouldn't be a problem, huh?
People will come, later.
hisy,pelik semacam jak ak tok.
amiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin.
Till then,
bye-bye my new friend.
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warghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~!
A NEW JOURNEY, HERE IT GOES . .
Quite weird. Ah, I don't have to worry, since it's a start.
B-l-o-g-g-i-n-g.
Geez. I gotta find some friends and link them up.
