tadik. ada audition key nasyid. neves lah juak. shidah join juak. hehe. kmk join key saja2.
dhya tek xpat. xpa la.mek xlalek wak bh. sbb ada org sora cak gk.
:D
n then, time urg len gk odisyen (audition?) ya tek, kmk pegi luar suro.
ya dtg lah izul ngagak. (izul is our[me n my gang] bff.)
izul : " camney tek? "me : " uh. neves mek aie! huhu "izul : " umm. chepah, tadik fatin kol kmk. awal2 sora nya bunyi sik kedak nangis, pas kaka alu nangis, n den nya letak fon. "me : " aie. MENA KAAA ?? aieh. marek (thursday,fatin's first day in kolej) nya kol kmk, sora kdak nak nangis p mek sa x. ney tauk nya upset ilak rah kolej , ya nya molah sora ya ngan kmk. "izul : " xdaa. tok nang mena2 nangis. kmk sbenanya sba slh nak mdh ktk. "me : "phl?"izul : "sbb fatin xsrh mdh ngan ktk. nya takut tak sedeyh lak "me : " um. okey. aie "izul : "key la. mek g lok "me : " key. byeee "
um. then i was thinking, " yarabie fatin. aieeeee, sian li nyaaaa. i dunno she can be this sad . like so ugh ugh "
you see? she doesnt want me to know she's not happy in kolej.
nya mdh kolej byk tanggak lah, 4 tingkat lah, miak sia sik mok nego ilak lah,n lotsa.
i guess she's just shocked with the environment. nya sik expect dpt kolej cuz nya sik mok bh
tdahhhh eh. zzah pun 1st day, nya mdh sa mok nangis juakk.cam2 diadu nya.
duh.
siktauk nak mdh pa eh.
in class, sblah kmk xda urg. kdg izul dudok sblah kmk, kdg shidah. but yesterday ng izul jak dudok sblah kmk. just time last period jak shidah ddk ngan kmk.
but today, org len dudok sblh kmk. ya pun cuz tempat org ya , ada somting rong skit.
ya lu ddk sblh kmk.
dhya dhya. xda urg ddk sblah kmk. urg nak ya tek ddk rah tmpt len.
den den. i did make some jokes, YESTERDAY and TODAY, i mean like, nyakat2 kwn .
but my classmates stil say i look lonely. emo . sedeyh. quiet.
and i asked them back, "muka mek kedak sedeh ka? neydaaa"
i dunno. was i quiet? I.D.K.
maybe i just, i just ,
don't have anything interesting to talk , or
shud i say ,
it's fatin who would make me talk like crazyyyy .
other than laughing at her jokes.
and , it's fatin who :
would say if my voice's too loud
would talk bout craps, sik masok akal pun ada dikakanya
would be the person which i'd ask for hw
would be the person who finishes the hw asap
would be the person who'd say she's the cutest girl ever
would be the person you cannot hate
would be the person that can make you happy when ur moody
would cheer me up
would bring bakol to keep her bekal, EVERSINCE SHE'S IN PRIMARY SCHOOL
would offer food
would not finish her foood
would always worry bout her weight
would always be my twin
would always spill her water when she's drinking
would have nicer hand writing than me
would be more careful in maths
would teman me to go toilet
AND SO MUCH MORE I CANT TELL CUZ TOO MANYYYYY
kmk tek nak text nya, "fatin, ktk ada kol rmh kmk kah?"
tapi xjd jak. cmney tok oh. nya sedeyh p nya sik mok kmk tauk.
pa nak dpdh izul kah. mok izul mdh mek lonely kat fatin.
erh. xtauk wak eh.
