Saturday, January 17, 2009 '

Kawan . Kaban . Friend .

Saya mintak sorry takda updates okeh . Semua sebab malas dan ada orientasi .
Pada 1 hari selepas hari jadi saya yang lalu, saya dan kawan baek saya telah , (umm maybe klaie ?) . Uh uh . Kasian kan . Dah bagus-bagus baek terklaie pulak . So, this was our conversation .

(ym)
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:12:36 PM): opork
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:12:45 PM): key zass jak ey (emel yang zass_**********@yahoo.com)
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:13:08 PM): lwk da avatar kawu
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:13:20 PM): kah kah kah
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:13:23 PM): avatar sesat
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:13:27 PM): lak ku tuka nya
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:13:40 PM): huh
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:13:56 PM): ku gik download lagu towk
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:14:02 PM): lagu rain
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:14:09 PM): aaa ?
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:14:13 PM): nak ney cgek?
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:14:23 PM): Only You bes do!
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:14:30 PM): love story
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:14:36 PM): lam BI
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:14:57 PM): pdh xbes
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:14:59 PM): haha
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:15:35 PM): towk suara len...
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:15:40 PM): gagooo !
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:15:45 PM): ney ney ko download ?
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:16:29 PM): ah xda ko dah kutok ku
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:16:50 PM): on9 friendster gik
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:17:15 PM): jaikjaikjaik
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:17:31 PM): kawu dah kutok ku,pa bley buat
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:17:39 PM): boleh buat !
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:17:42 PM): pdh aaa
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:17:58 PM): cya cney jak ku ncarik lagu yaaa
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:18:27 PM): aq bkn cari lam internet
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:18:39 PM): aq da software dikpun bah
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:18:43 PM): limewire
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:18:55 PM): chey
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:19:09 PM): =.='
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:19:15 PM): nya pake download mcam2, org expert bah
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:19:23 PM): biasalah,owh
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:19:30 PM): ngegehhh
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:19:34 PM): : P
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:20:27 PM): aik..
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:20:36 PM): pa pa ?
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:21:32 PM): kutok ku gik, ku tauk sine mok cri lagu ya, tp ko dah kutok ku, ko dah terlepas...
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:22:18 PM): yalayala . urg xmok merik ney nak molah
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:22:19 PM): =.='
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:22:40 PM): org kuto aq camney mok berik
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:22:56 PM): org xmok bagik ney nak molah
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:23:20 PM): org x tahu,beradab camne mok bagi
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:24:00 PM): org mala jak nindak
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:24:19 PM): (tujuan untuk tunjuk saja itu emoticons okeh. takda maksud lain)
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:25:00 PM): org mala jak ngegeh lah jaik lah.. nindak
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:25:22 PM): orang ya mala bluek nindak
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:25:45 PM): org ya mala kutok nindak
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:25:59 PM): orang ya mala anok nindak
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:26:23 PM): aik dah terbalik dah????????????????????????????????????
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:26:28 PM): dah insaf
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:26:35 PM): dohal
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:26:47 PM): ngaku slh dikpun
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:26:53 PM): hahahahaha
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:26:55 PM): aq mng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:27:04 PM): what ?
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:27:34 PM): x phm udah
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:27:49 PM): ngga
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:27:54 PM): : (
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:28:15 PM): kawu da salah juak bah
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:28:19 PM): x aq sorg jak salah
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:28:30 PM): nak salah semua aq la
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:28:37 PM): aq xpdh pun kwu jak wat salah
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:28:39 PM): nak baik semua kawu
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:28:54 PM): kawu jak nak betol sitok
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:29:08 PM): xda pun nak bait suma aq
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:29:10 PM): blah ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:29:21 PM): at lis ko pdh cney ko tmu love story yaa
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:29:22 PM): ah!blagak
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:29:29 PM): ya x kira bait dr kwu ?
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:29:53 PM): mun aq x mok bg sudah ah..
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:29:59 PM): mok bising juak..
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:30:06 PM): xda bunyi pun ?
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:30:08 PM): ahahx
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:30:11 PM): ; pp
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:30:22 PM): ttak setan na juak
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:30:28 PM): cilakak da kawu
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:30:29 PM): kwu aja
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:30:31 PM): haha
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:30:51 PM): ku sbr jak towk
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:31:05 PM): x)
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:31:17 PM): lah dpn bapak buat baik
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:31:25 PM): blakang bpk
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:31:29 PM): len crita
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:31:32 PM): ewahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:31:37 PM): prange cam setan
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:31:37 PM): ambooiiii
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:31:46 PM): kwu jak mbak palak nindak
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:31:53 PM): keh keh keh
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:31:54 PM): pa x puas ati
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:32:06 PM): puas jak . knk ko mok nolong puas kan kah ?
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:32:09 PM): KAH KAH KAH
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:32:25 PM): xda.. buang masa jak
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:32:33 PM): xmok xpa
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:32:42 PM): saya okey sajaaa
Kawan (1/9/2009 2:33:52 PM): chat ngan kawu towk bkn da papa faedah, menyakitkan ati, marah, ya da lah....
Kawan(1/9/2009 2:33:57 PM): pa nak mati pergi ah
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:34:05 PM): dah dah dah
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:34:15 PM): olatedahh
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:34:18 PM): majuk la nya yaaa
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:34:20 PM): =.='
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:35:40 PM): kwu kooo
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:36:29 PM): uhh
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:36:33 PM): bok a day after bday
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:36:38 PM): da knk cmtok
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:36:42 PM): =.='
miera miera : ) (1/9/2009 2:36:45 PM): soryyy aaaa

Itu YM . Ini Mail pulak .

Dia hantar.
Dihantar: Isnin, 12 Januari, 2009 2:45:24
Subjek: no sorry

NO SORRY...................

PINDAH JAK LAH KU MUN CAMTOK........

KWN CMTOK ????? CAMTOK KA NAK KO PDH NGAN 'BESTFRIEND'

MUN CAMTOWK BUAT KITA CAM X PENAH KENAL....

OKEYH...

Saya balas .
Sent: Monday, January 12, 2009 5:46:29 PM
Subject: Re: no sorry

no sory ?

uh aq da mtk maaf da ngan kwu . pa gk ko mok ku polah ?

come on lah

we've been thru like dis times dah

still kwu mok gya ?

pindah ?

No, I don't think u'll have to do so .

Cuz maybe I'm the one who'll move out of the school sooner than you do .

ko bla tek ? feb, mac ,april , after kkk ko pmr ?

mun ko pndh mac++++

Den for sure I'll move out first la .

I didn't tell you ,eh ?

Ouh no wonder .

cam x penah kenal ?Maybe u can do so . But not me .

I'll always keep in mind u've been a great bf to me

Umm,about your bday. Erh, i'd told u ! Fatyien did ask me to wish you ! Want me to send her message kah ?

And i'd wish you too even if she didn't tell me . Cus that date has been very memorable to me .

You see, people wrote shorter but I'd answer longer .

Know why ? Cuz I want to clear out what people misunderstood .

ps: pakat ngan jai, eh ? nya anta a minute before u did

bodo lah, bujat lah , low rankers lah . sampe jak

sah la ya, i'm too wronggggg in his eyes arent i

Dia balas pulak .

Dihantar: Selasa, 13 Januari, 2009 2:51:43
Subjek: Re: no sorry

aq mok ko dtg kat aq cium kaki aq, bru aq puas ati..

gago pa ku ko mok pindah ka pa ka..

wasting..

daripada kopindah skolah baik ko pindah negara jak bagus gik..

ddok kat alaska nun..............

mun aq 'berpakat' ngan jai pown ko bley buat pa??????????

I'll always keep in mind u've been a great bf to me

yes sure bla bla bla

camtok ka huh.................................................. great bf konon blah la.....

Saya balas balik .

Dihantar: Selasa, 13 Januari, 2009 8:07:39

Subjek: Re : no sorry

skati kwu aa mok pke pa

ur mind

cant change anything

oh key

xlalek aq pindah

aq pon xlalek ko lalek ka xlalek

ko bkan nya kesah gk nak

skati aa

kwu yg pdh gya nak

mun ko bepakat ngan jai

oh nang kachaakk

sorg da asal jumpa nganok

sorg gk xalah2 mok aq jaohkan dirik dr nya

KACHAKK gilak

gney kah mok melayan mun x alah2 BLA KO NUN

tho ko pake red colour

perhh

nak madah manas ilak la tek

kti kwu ah

mind set dah gya

so our friendship means nothing lah after this matter happen to you ?
OH GREAT

ps : i have said above but i wanna say again . SukatiKwuAaa.OrgDaMtkMaafNoSorryReply.NeyNakMolah.

below it's unnecessary to be read

but

hey

no regrets after reading

it's not cursing ,tho

aha

erh gosh mumbling sudeyh

read it or leave it

No sorry told to me

after saying sory soryy many sory

Saying sorry again after many told

hopes it opens the locking door

but incase it's too hard to be opened

then sorry will stay in memory

but still hoping tho

saying sorry have been done

only forgiving left to be done

still the door unopened ?

then there must be something wrong

that made the door so tight so protected

til cant be opened

like it's been years locked

i guess i pray i hope

the door'll be opened

as soon as he realises

mistakes are common

when friends make friends

as if friends don't do those

as if friends don't apologise

as if friends are distanced but became unloyal

as if , f r i e n d s hate f r i e n d s so much

til everything seems so wrong,

and again the friend says sorry if she's too wrong

in the friends eyes like whaddda

oh please

a great bf is true

those moments were kept in mind, true

those were cherished, true

and this apology is sincere, true

like a friend would do

cause

friends arent perfect

it's not like they can 24/7 do all the good things

arent u a human ?

that make you a human?

mistakes ?

mistakes are to be forgiven

if the mistakes are still

arent forgiven

then

the friend is left speechless

it's the friend's mind that say

eh no,

i think it's his heart saying

making the decissions ,no ?

hmm hmm hmm

this friend only wanna say

think with ur mind thinking

not heart aching

cause trust me

i've made the wrong thing before

dont want u to repeat it again , no

yeah blablabla u might thought

kati aahh

like i said above ,

rite?

bye and thanx

Sekian terima kasih . No no no . Belum habis lagi la .
Now it's been olmost, or maybe more than a week tsince that happened.
And umm, know what . Today during recess, my other friends, and him, walk by my classroom . Whereas he could just have used the other way ! As you can see in the messages , clearly he wants me to be far from him , and yet he . . ?
Aaa. Tok pasal time balit gk. (KLAKA S'WAK KEY .) NYA LIMPAS KELAS KMK JUWAK . APAKAH ?!
Dahya. sampe ke tanggak, nya dah kat tanggak kmk baruk mok turun tanggak . I saw him and he must had saw me too kan . Then he quickly went downstairs and headed to the boys' toilet . (Skolah mek ada toilet each levels . I mean setiap tingkat blok akademik ya la . Nya xda banggunan cgek key toilet . Agak convinient saya sukaa~~ EH EH MERAPU . BACK TO TOPIC )
NAK KA ANTAP ILAK ? Bukan main limpas klas kita . Dahya mengelak . Ighh, SAKTI KUH DOE !
Maka kmk guro jak ngannya . Apa ngan miak laki lain, mek madah 'Ngegeh .:P/ Jaik jaik jaik .:PP' cdak ilek jak ? Pa miak sorang tok tang ada sensitip xbtempat ? Ahh ??
Tadik mek mukak inbox hp, ncarik msg selkom . (celcom.) Tekan tekan tekan dibah ya mek nemu mesej nya . His last message on my birth day . 8 th Jan . He wished me and we texted . And who'd ever thought those happy moments will end just in a blink of an eye the next day ?
OH MY GOD . Yarabie . Sabajak la ku tok . Maka joking bha .

Haie haie . Nangga, segal benda tok alu la 'sadis' shoutout FS . Nang kin emo ku tiap ari koh
=.='

-salam-

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